3 months to go

2016hours to go and everything is almost done.....no more homeworks, no anxious forming long quizzes, and more time to sleep. Yup, i'm looking forward for that but is that what I really wanted to achieve, at first it sounds very relaxing and stress free but it becomes bitter till your coming near to it. I have met a lot of people from classrooms, to other section up to my boardmates. Anxiety....that i what i feel right now, from the time i realized that I'm almost done with my schooling, the more i realize how I wanted to be with the people around me....maybe unlike other individual who gets problematic with competition in the outside world as a student I do get involve in that sitaution but what makes me more worried is being afraid to be alone....what if I will encounter this problem, will somebody comfort me? will they be there to provide me emotional support?....(sigh) Sometimes I came to conclusion that why not try to spend another year in school, but it sounds crazy. Well, life goes that way, but no regrets, this could be the best way for me to get mature...I hate that change is a constat thing, I do change but to see someone change especially individuals I stick with, that kind a hard thing....but lets be fair, we can never stay young, we have to make certain ways to survive wether I like or not....Things are simple yet complicated in some sense....I find myself simple, but other see me as complicated, see...that how human beings are so mysterious...ahahaha