Flashing up

its been so long that I haven't visited this site. well I suppose that nobody would even bother my site. It's but true. Well, why should i bother myself about that. I'm suppose to write a lot yet my timid and lazy personality just overwhelmed me for many times. I have gone to a lot of situation, I have a lot of things to say about it, yet, something in me just makes me feel exhausted, invincible and tired. I just can't help it....and now, I'm here, try to write a couple ,maybe a hundred of words just to put on something on this blog....but wait I guess i found another reason why I'm writing here....I'm not sure if i'm making a self expression or maybe another story to make. Anyway, its almost ten in the evening and many ideas a running to my head waiting and excited to be released, just like a wrath of the thunder, wickedly amazing yet can produce a lasting moment. I should spark my self to new things....I wonder if should i end here, maybe i should.